Parenthood

The first time I tuned into Parenthood on Netflix, I was not impressed. Watching the first few episodes was like watching a train wreck. I wasn't sure if I could stand it much longer, but then it changed. Little by little, it became a favorite show to this family drama junkie.

Even though I'm only part way into season 2, I almost don't want to catch up to the current season because the pace of following the story will slow down. All I can say at this point is the show has me laughing and crying. That's a good thing.

I must admit, it's almost been cathartic for me as I watch a family full of life, full with children, full of interconnectedness. In a way, it represents what I've longed for since I was a little girl...not the dysfunctional parts of it, of course ;)...but the community of family. 

I've come to realize my dream for a large family stems from a desire for a community of family. Something I had with my parents and sister, but bigger. The desire...It's real. It's honest. It evades me. 

It occurs to me though, that God may intend for that desire to be met within the church...a community of family. These are just first thoughts, so we'll see what comes of it with time.

In the meantime, I'm enjoying the experience of watching in on the Bravermans. It's a good thing.